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Elijah Kamski ([personal profile] biocomposer) wrote2019-07-04 01:39 pm

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[personal profile] therushingsky 2019-12-11 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"But I death tolled. I literally just did a-- a reset."

Rhys scratches his shoulder, frowning,

"Harry offered me an X-Ray, but I said I'd check the hardware with you first, since the nervous connectors wouldn't show up on that kind of scan."
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[personal profile] therushingsky 2019-12-11 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"Okay."

Rhys frowns a little, but does as instructed, carefully unbuttoning his shirt, and dropping it on the table behind him.

"Palpate away."
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[personal profile] therushingsky 2019-12-11 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a brief moment, when prodding the augmented shoulder, that Rhys flinches pretty visibly, but he doesn't stop the investigation. When Elijah states his conclusion, he pulls a face.

"How do you-- Why do I need an X-Ray? What did you feel?"
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[personal profile] therushingsky 2019-12-11 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Rhys has already opened his mouth to reply, when slowly, and visibly, realisation breaks across his face.

"Okay. Right."

He brings his hand up to drag it down over his eyes, chest suddenly, stupidly tight.

"Would you help me-- I know I'm basically asking you to break a bunch of connective tendons that I'll need to fix later, but I need to get this thing off for a bit."

He's mentally charting how mand surgeries, how much longer he'll need to wait before his arm actually works again, and whether he can deal with the weight just dragging down unsupported for that long.
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[personal profile] therushingsky 2019-12-11 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Rhys's breath hitches, and he draws back a little, planting his hand in the middle of Elijah's chest. He drops his head, not wanting the other man to see his eyes right now,

"Sorry. I'm not-- if we do that right now I'm pretty sure I'm gonna cry."

And you won't know how to deal with him and it'll just be awkward all over.
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[personal profile] therushingsky 2019-12-11 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
"Right. Right. Probably easiest to do this right under the joint--"

He reaches across to dig his fingernails underneath part of his prosthetic's outer casing, just below the armpit. This part is easy. He's done it a million times before, for maintainance. A little pressure and it snaps off easily, revealing wires and cables. Rhys's hand lingers near them, tempted to just rip them out, but last time he did that it stang a little.

This time he doubts he'll feel a thing, but all the same...

"Um. You have wire cutters within reach?"
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[personal profile] therushingsky 2019-12-12 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
"Thanks."

He accepts them. Works the jaws of the wire cutters around the cables, and squeezes hard.

Some cut easy, others resist until he's squeezing white knuckled on the cutters. Once they're gone, he shifts his grasp to feel up under the remaining carapace.

"Ugh-- the are a couple of bolts and way more microfibre tendons in there, that'd be easier to cut off this top piece was off, but-- I am a genius who decided to point solder this in place."

His voice steadies as he talks through the problem. It's fine. Standard maintainance. Hardware issues.

"If you have an iron I could probably scrape the solder out from under the front myself, but I might need you to do the back for me?"
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[personal profile] therushingsky 2019-12-12 12:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Rhys is a little surprised, but-- also not. Maintainance. It's not like this isn't at least a somewhat routine part of Elijah's sex life either.

He drops his hand from under the carapace, setting it on the workbench beside him.

"Sure. Thank you." He shifts a little, "Is this an okay angle for you, or should I move?"
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[personal profile] therushingsky 2019-12-12 12:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Getting the solder out isn't a fine detail job, just an annoyingly fiddly one, and right now nothing on the arm hurts at all. The way he described feeling with the prosthetic? Identifying pressure and heat and pain without experiencing them like he would on flesh? Right now they're just nothing. Total numbness. Like it's not even him.

He's quiet as Elijah works, just watching the other man, appreciatively.
Edited 2019-12-12 12:54 (UTC)
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[personal profile] therushingsky 2019-12-12 01:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"Right. I'm steady."

He braces himself a little, expecting to feel the pull as it's removed, even though he's felt nothing else of this.
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[personal profile] therushingsky 2019-12-12 03:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Rhys does feel it. A sudden cascade of muscles unclenching and uncramping as the weight comes off him. Stored up hurt for the days he's spent over-adjusting.

He makes a sound in the back of his throat, then leans forward into the touch, to put his head on Elijah's shoulder. His arm around his waist.

It doesn't occur to him that he's still hiding his face from his boyfriend.

"Thanks. I-- literally couldn't have done that without you."
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[personal profile] therushingsky 2019-12-12 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
What is this?

Is Elijah saying a thing about their relationship?

And if so... why?

"You are here for me. And I feel the same way."

This mumbled into Elijah's neck, before he pushes back a little, eyes wet.

"Are you all right?"
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[personal profile] therushingsky 2019-12-12 04:19 pm (UTC)(link)
"What?" Rhys actually laughs, releases Elijah long enough to write his eyes, "No-- I'm crying because one of my best friends stabbed me in the arm, you dummy. I just-- you don't usually volunteer stuff like that and I wanted to check if something was wrong."

He's balancing a few plates here.

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