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Elijah Kamski ([personal profile] biocomposer) wrote2019-07-04 01:39 pm

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[personal profile] magician_king 2019-10-10 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, the fact that you weren't horrified or apologetic- I never felt like it was your fault, but I did wonder you didn't care.

I thought it would be good for you. If I demonstrated right away that I did trust you, and presented you with the opportunity to use your brilliant abilities for good.
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[personal profile] magician_king 2019-10-11 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
Oh- god, no. I should have been more specific. I'm not huge on apportioning blame for messes- I just wanted you to feel tangibly that week that there was more you were capable of.
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[personal profile] magician_king 2019-10-11 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
I know. But sometimes in the middle of a nightmare like that, it can be good to be reminded. Especially in an immediate way on someone you knew.
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[personal profile] magician_king 2019-10-11 08:31 am (UTC)(link)
I don't regret it. I think you needed to feel regret. I think you needed to swallow hard consequences.
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[personal profile] magician_king 2019-10-11 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm still sorry. I sometimes ascribe a lot of meaning to things- but it can inadvertently create traps for the people in my life.
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[personal profile] magician_king 2019-10-11 01:36 pm (UTC)(link)
And I appreciate you taking the time to talk about this.